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Daydreams (prologue I)
01:53
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2. |
Somber (prologue II)
01:53
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I'll ask the questions here
starting with what are you running from
you waded
until your feet shriveled up
there ain't no shelter here
line up your demons in front of a gun
overstated
the prospect that I could not be different now
it's a tiny little joint that you got there, girl
you don't even gotta share
I can just take the walk with you
yea that's cool
and though I haven't been transparent I got baggage yea
it's been a weird couple months
spending too much time with own devices
sweet ruth, layman's truth
the structural integrity
can take the weight of clarity
as far it goes
as long as it takes
the structural integrity
can take the weight of clarity
as far it goes
as long as it takes
we're all high and numb
catharsis, phi phenomenon
mildly jaded
I'd rather be outside
and this banter's far too witty for me
and the cityscape is folding in
eighty paces
across the sand where I chose to draw the line
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4. |
Tragically Unaware
03:45
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felt bitter and weak
was so relieved that you met me when you did
stressed and troubled with speech
tragically unaware of how it had to be
Sophie's Subaru
down on Xs up on stims that homies gave me
I know that
we could have been friends
but I was so anxious
and truth be told so were you
and neither of us
could be so trusting
of finding balance between
what you expect and
what you hope for
we could have been friends
hiding underneath the surface
a stash of petty lies
rhythmic thunderclaps are coping
our soft mistaken pride
honesty and make believe
gradual phosphorous decays, decays
dripping on my body
my watchful eyes remind me of the grey
was so relieved that you met me when you did
stressed and troubled with speech
tragically unaware of how it had to be
of finding balance between
what you expect and
what you hope for
we could have been friends
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5. |
The Garden
03:12
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ilac covering
tainted tangerine
wake up it's just a dream
or maybe it's not
dizzily circling
binary star systems
and like a menagerie, pilin' in
to be gracefully displayed
before I could weep
before I could sleep
before I was a baby
was caught up in misdeeds
before time could reach
the edge of the breach
got it all retracted slowly
it goes and it goes
I wanted to be well
a different kind of soul
yet I still ruminate
on moons and rainbows
anagrams of dove and bel
in a delicate firmament
and a valerian, decaying
remains a sympathetic pink
before I could weep
before I fell deep
intro hyperbolic daydreams
had no chance of retreat
no intention to keep
the cabal at peace
through deontologic crises
it goes and it goes
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6. |
Unrequited Nostalgia
03:31
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lately it’s been
misalignment in my senses
chronokinetic redirection
inescapable
prey to superstition and
natural fears - adverse conditions
odditie of perception
stitched like a ragdoll
you really thought I’m actually this rude
but I was just acting out
I was just acting out
you really thought I’m out of sync with the groove
nah I faked you out
I faked you out
ain’t here for your satisfaction
I’m here for mine - savor the tension
from repairing of the fences
I put up years ago
flora, fauna, burdens
of crossing with your reflection
Ignoring all we didn’t mention
vague awareness of
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walk the plane
of being
and needing
to claim what’s critical
ace of spades
projecting meaning
and seeing
a lack of alternatives
I was just leaving
no this ain’t a habit
caught up in static
overreacting
I was just leaving
don’t need a reason
these feelings are fleeting
grey aromantic
I was just leaving
I was just leaving
no this ain’t a habit
don’t need a reason
caught up in static
the feelings are fleeting
overreacting
grey aromantic
oh the shame
in your space when I’m unclean
what’s fear and what’s resistance?
we’re humble individuals
ace of spades
projecting meaning
and seeing
a lack of alternatives
I was just leaving
I was just leaving
no this ain’t a habit
don’t need a reason
caught up in static
the feelings are fleeting
no this ain’t a habit
don’t need a reason
caught up in static
the feelings are fleeting
overreacting
grey aromantic
no this ain’t a habit
don’t need a reason
caught up in static
the feelings are fleeting
overreacting
grey aromantic
oh the shame
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8. |
CTRL + Z
04:02
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cold water on a cavity
fruit of the poisonous tree
I bet a glass of water would have been nice, huh?
walked out your bed ceremoniously
truth resists simplicity
a slow death don't mean much to me
oh, shoulda known
the advantage of surprise
unexpected guise
and oh, the weight of your bones
can you keep it to a whisper
can you keep it to a whisper
but our stable energy
can't take in the budding seeds
the sooner I'll sleep the sooner I'll wake
who you are and who you want to be
are bridged and gapped with entropy
you claim to stay warm with a hide of a beast that never existed
oh, shoulda known
the advantage of surprise
unexpected guise
and oh, the weight of your bones
can you keep it to a whisper
can you keep it to a whisper
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9. |
Naive to the Promises
03:37
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as I paced in circles
my obligations stayed
plain
unphased
by disdain
we were naive to the promises
never put parchment to quill
will
we still
fulfill - our
aching
intuition
non judgemental
supplemental
forms of exchanges
before the inspiration is gone
(I don’t want to make it complicated for you)
nor I
oh we’re bloomin
before the inspiration is gone
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10. |
Addendum
01:30
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11. |
Now's the Time
04:43
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now's the time to make a try
take it slow don't let it fly by
now's the time to make a try
now's the time to make a try
now's the time for changes
now's the time to make a move
I'm young, I'm bold, I got the groove
now's the time to make some changes
make room for new
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